Bloody thoughts von abgemeldet (The way to die) ================================================================================ Kapitel 1: The one I love ------------------------- The one I love has taken me down on my knees, he breaks my heart and leaves me. Now I lie on the floor and want to die, want to forget and want to know. I regret saying nothing, regret the lies. The lies that hide my feelings. Everytime I hear your voice, it feels like I´m dying deep inside. I hate to remember the times with you but I can’t live without the memorys. Every thought of you feels like cutting myself. I still can’t think of anything else. You promise you’ll call me, you never do. Was it a lie or do you forget me? The worst is not to know. I want to become numb, to turn off the pain. there’s only one way open, but I can’t leave. Just a promise confined me to life. Hosted by Animexx e.V. (http://www.animexx.de)