I love you, too von WhiteTigerStar (Ikki x Kazu x3) ================================================================================ Kapitel 1: I love you, too -------------------------- I love you, too Ikkikazu Soo...meine erste Fanfic in Englisch^^ War schon ne kleine Herausforderung da ich immer was verbessern musste, aber ich hoffe jetzt passt es. Es tut mir Leid, falls Kazu hier etwas...mädchenhaft wirkt. War keine Absicht, hat sich einfach so ergeben. Wenn ich iwann mal Lust drauf hab, werd ich die Fanfic auch ins Deutsche übersetzen. Sollte jemand von euch Lust dazu haben(was ich aber stark bezweifle*gg*), fragt mich bitte vorher. Hoffentlich klappt das mit den Italics.... So, genug geredet, hier sind die Ratings etc. Rating: T Pairing: Ikki x Kazu Disclaimer: Nix gehört mir Dx Viel Spaß beim Lesen!!^^ I Love You, Too I´d never imagined lying on my very own roof, staring into the sky and holding hands with my love, who was a boy and also my best friend since...well, ever. I still can´t believe how all of this happened. ---------------------------------------------------------- "Hey, Kazu, what´s up?" My eyes widened in shock as I wondered back into reality. "Huh?" I looked up at Ikki, who stared at me with one of his stupid don´t-even-dare-to-lie-because-I-know-something´s-wrong looks. "What´s wrong with you? You´re riding as slow as ever." Just now did I realise the rest of the team was far ahead of us. I was slightly disappointed by this, but I forced myself not to let it show. "So...what are you thinking about lately?" But instead of giving him an answer I kept silent and looked at the now very interesting ground before us. Ikki sighed beside me and grabbed my arm to stop me. He growled as I still didn´t look at him and pulled me to a nearby bench. He pushed me onto it and sat beside me. Suddenly I found it really hard to breathe under his intense stare and turned my hot face away from him. "Hey...why won´t you talk to me? I thought we were best friends, so we´re supposed to talk about problems and all this shit." I couldn´t help but smile, Ikki had never been one to be good at finding the right words. I jumped as I felt his hand on my shoulder and blushed even harder. A few months back I would have taken such touches as normal and wouldn´t have reacted like that. "Kazu...please talk to me. It hurts to see you so concerned about something, I want to help you." What did he...? Since when did Ikki say such things? My wide eyes turned to find his and as they met I felt a shiver running up my spine. "Since when do you care so much?" Those were the first words I´d changed with him for the last hours of training. He lifted his brows and looked both shocked and disappointed at me. I shrunk again. "Sorry...it´s just...I can´t tell you." My eyes turned sadly away from his looking at anything, but him. As we fell silent I could practically hear the gears in his head working. "Why?" I hung my head and sighed. That was so supposed to happen. "Well, I...I just can´t." We fell silent again. "It´d ruin everything. You´d hate me." At he thought of him hating me I lost it. The first tear rolled down my cheek. I tried to wipe it away as fast as possible, but Ikki had already noticed. I felt him leanign against he wall behind us. "Is it that bad?" I didn´t want to answer, so I just nodded. "Oh." I knew he always got desperate in such situations which just caused me to cry even harder. The next moment I found myself in Ikkis lap with his arms around me. My crying stopped from the shock and I tried to struggle out of his grip, but it was no use. "Shhh, calm down." I closed my eyes and leaned into him, while my breathing slowed down. We sat like that for five minutes, in which none of us said anything in fear of destroying the calming atmosphere. I felt as save and warm as never and tried to get as close to Ikki´s body as possible. "Do you want to tell me now?" Shit! I´d totally forgotten about that. Growling slightly I freed myself from his grip and ran away from our training place. This was the last thing I´d want to have to bear with now. My face was red from all the crying and the realisation, but I kept running, as the tears began to flow again. After a while I slowed down and noticed that I didn´t know where I was anymore. Just great! Now my sister would shout at me for being to late for dinner. I sighed and began to climb up a nearby tree, so I could have a better view. Before I could reach the third branch I was grabbed at my hood and yanked off the tree. But instead of falling to the floor I found myself lying in someone´s arms. Ikki´s arms. "Ikki, let me down." He grumped. "No." A little break. "You´ll run away as soon as your feet touch the ground." I shot him a glare and crosses my arms over my chest sulking. "Promise me you won´t run away." I looked him in the eyes as hard as it was at the moment. "I promise." He slowly let me down to the floor. Idiot. As soon as my feet touched the ground I ran in the direction I came from. However I didn´t get far, because after only five steps I was grabbed by the wrist and thrown against the next wall. Ikki pinned my wrists against it and stood as close to me as possible. "You little brat. Who do you think you´re running from?" Ikki was really mad now, so I didn´t dare to look at him. "Bu...mpf." Before I could say anything else I felt Ikki´s lips against mine. I stood still as a rock and just stared at him with widened eyes from the shock. Was this really happening? The shock of being kissed so suddenly was too heavy as to think of anything else. I really wanted to response but it felt like my brain didn´t accept any orders right now. So the feeling of Ikki´s lips left before I could come to my senses again. My mouth was still opened a little and I tried really hard to say something. "Why...you..." His lips sealed mine again before I could manage to get an actual sentence out of my mouth. This time something inside my brain clicked and I kissed back with full force. My hands found their way to his neck and pushed him further into me. I felt his tongue lick at my lips and I openend my mouth to let him explore the new area. Our tongues battled for a while, even if both of us knew that I had no real intentions and chances to win. Ikki had always been the sronger one of us, while I was much faster than him. We broke the kiss and panted heavily from the lack of oxygen. I swallowed hard and tried to form a sentence. "Ikki...Sorry...it´s...I lo..." It wouldn´t come out of my mouth. Ikki smirked at my red face and he very well knew what I wanted to say. When I think about it he could´ve known it from the start. I shoved him away, took a deep breath and looked him straight in the eyes. "I love you." Instead of an response he gave me one of his biggest smiles and took my hand. After another quick kiss we started to walk to his house hand in hand. ---------------------------------------------------------- "Why are you smiling like mad?" I turned to look at my new lover and found that he had turned to me and was now lying on his side. He was looking at me slightly scared and I couldn´t help but chuckle. I snuggled up to him and gave him a quick peck on the lips. "Oh..nevermind." He raised his brows, but I just kept smiling and closed my eyes. We stayed like that for a few minutes before Ikki opened his mouth again. "Kazu?" I kept my eyes closed and took in his scent. "Yeah?" "I love you, too." ~~~~~~ Ende ~~~~~~ Hosted by Animexx e.V. (http://www.animexx.de)