Just a curtain
I smile and seams to be happy but it’s all a lie,
a curtain, a hideout.
Nobody may adept the truth.
I do everything to sustain my feelings
because in my thoughts I´m dying again.
There is no way out
I stuck in my grid of fake smiles.
Nobody known my thoughts
and nobody know what I´m going to do.
I will end it.
End the pain I had to endure,
My obscure thoughts will become true.
No one can save me,
It´s to late, it´s over.
Nobody will really miss me,
Because nobody really know me.
They will miss a lie, a curtain, a fake.
I let them live in their dream world,
Where everything is okay.
But I have no place there,
my world is the darkness.
The darkness I sink in,
My own darkness I give my life.
