Kizu o Iyasu
The world was rotten.
The world was bleeding.
The world was hurt.
But I could feel the sunshine behind all those dark clouds.
It wouldn’t last long anymore.
My heartbeat was faster than usual.
There was the old hotel.
I stepped into one of the big halls where I used to fight demons and ghosts.
Everything looked so different.
In the yard were lots of colourful flowers and inside the hotel I could feel the warm sun, shining bright through the broken windows.
That many memories.
Such a short time.
My head was flooded.
Here was Sai’s room.
Her dead corpse was gone.
There was not anymore a sleeping Sai.
I knew that I wouldn’t ever meet her again.
Not her sassy voice.
Not the feeling of somebody always being with you.
It hurt.
I didn’t know where Ren was.
She was somewhere in that world and I was here.
I was searching for something.
I still remember that old station where my journey started.
I have already been there for a second time, searching for lost details.
I walked down some halls and corridors.
After that, there were some stairs.
And there was Chiyo’s room.
No dead corpse as well.
Too many memories…
There were feelings surging up in my heart.
I got heartache…
I felt a bit lost without Crow and PersonalFrame and Sai.
A doll, a computer and a ghost.
Could you call them friends?
It was hard.
It was heavy.
Like a burden.
I just wanted them back.
I took out the screw of PersonalFrame.
It felt cold but there was warmth rushing through my entire body.
“Don’t give up, Seto!”
I can still hear her voice.
I had to think about Sai.
“Heey, Seto! You won’t give up know, right?”
I felt a light smile on my face.
I took out the ring Crow had given to me while sitting down on Chiyo’s old bed.
Looking at the white skull felt familiar.
I felt hot tears running down my cheeks.
I remembered the day when I was going up the red tower, following Shin.
Crow’s voice.
Wasn’t that actually impossible?
Impossible…
Everything that had happened was impossible.
But if so…
Would there be a possibility to get Crow back?
Sai had told me not to give up.
I wouldn’t.
I put the ring back into my locket.
There was a way!
There had always been a way!
I knew what that detail was I was searching for.
The way to get Crow back!
The wounds of this harmed world slowly started to heal.
And I was a part of that world.
So my wounds would slowly heal as well.
I knew it.
